sometimes, im really afraid that i can't hold out anymore.
i felt as if i may just faint anytime, any where.
i'll never know.
all i know is that, im tired...
maybe i should put the blame on those stress.
they are making me haywire.
i have lots of things in my heart.
but i have no idea who i can tell them to.
how i should have those words expressed.
i may be positive in life, im optimistic
however, im still a human, not a stone.
there are times when i encounter ups and downs.
i do fall.
maybe, all i need now is a good sleep. a rest.
every part of my body are breaking down.
they aren't functioning well.
they are just like any machines. they may stop work when they died out.
so am i.
i wish everything could just stop at this moment.
a moment where i could take a real deep breath.

you'll never understand how im feeling now
'cause
you are not stephanie.

*im not emo. but im just saying out about how im feeling.