hello peep
im bored!
so bored
i am staring blankly into space.
but in fact, im so choked up with tons of homework
haven pack my camp bag yet.
im lazy.
anyone wants to pack it for me
haha
im designing my ss mindmaps now.
is so fun doing all those designing.
haha. im crazy.
maybe just because im too bored.
thats why.
i think i will lose lots of hours of sleep in the next few days
prepare to see a panda walking on the streets
woots.
thats me okay. no doubt.

i dont need anyone to care for me
hear me. i say dont need
when i fall, i will get back up on my feet without none of your help
the better you treat me, or the more i get closer to you
im afraid i might never be able to wake up from this nightmare
i dont wish to sink further.
cant you see im struggling. about to drown.
(dont have to feel sorry or guilty or blablabla, because, im simply the cause of everything)
blame it on me. okay!

i told myself not to cry anymore
not even one drop of tears
never, never will i ever cry again.
never believe what people say about love.
is crap. i will never believe it.
cos i was once fooled.
haha. only believe in loving yourself.
i bet you can't find anyone else like me who loves myself more than anything else.
:)