well, another day's gone, so quickly.
so fuhua cultural night has come to an end.
lets wait for another year.
haha.
hohoho. everyone did a good job okay.
and the peformances were great.
the drummers, the dancers, choir, dikar barat, band, chinese orchestra
everyone, were fabulous!
YEAH! 3 cheers. (:
and i love CINDY.
ALDRIC is a nice person.
haha. they are the lovliest people tonight.

supposedly, tonight should be one of the happiest day of my life
but it isnt true
i wasnt much happy at all.
serious moodswings.
im tired.
im aggravated
im disappointed
i hate myself.
i look like an idiot.
seriously, i wish im an idoit.
an idoit who leads an idoitic life
an idoit who does idoitic stuff
a person who simply cant hear, cant see, cant talk
one who doesnt have any feelings.
for all my life, i have never loathe myself till that extent
i used to love myself for who i am.
but now, i know who's the most stupid person in this world
no doubt. is me.
stupid enough to fall for you
stupid enough to still like you.
stupid enough to torture myself
stupidity. thats my strength.
there are certain things which can never be forced.
certain dreams which can never come true
certain people or objects that never belong to you
certain times when you felt like crying.

maybe, you never know how i felt.
but thats okay.
because it no longer matter to me anymore.
i dont need you to care
neither do i need to hear anything that concerns you.

maybe.
everything is just a lie.
i dont love you.