i dont want anything from you
cos i know, you arent able to give it all to me
it's like something which you dont feel like giving
neither do i want it them now.
i guess everything should have already come to an end.
but somehow. i stil think that im suspending in the air.
not knowing wat to do.
im afraid to see the truth.
is always the truth that hurts the most.
you may think im emo?
well. i shall correct you then
whatever i wrote may sound as though im about to jump off the building
but the fact is that, no. who says im dying?
i think this is the nicest place to say everything deep down in my heart
though i didnt reveal everything single thing
there are things which arent meant to be said
so SHHHHH

maybe all the while.
the small little things that i ever requested were not made known
just little actions that you had done could have made me so happy
worse come to worse. you could have stabbed me so hard
but maybe, everything's just so insignificant to you
you dont see how i managed to survive for all this while.
struggled so much.
but you dont seem to care.