is all hard to understand.
dont try to understand anyone else when you cant even figure out what's actually up in your mind.
i know i had enough of everything.
somehow. is bugging me to let go.
the only problem is. i dont know what i want.
certain things are whirling up there in my head.
everything's so complicating
i have no idea.
neither do you know what im thinking about.

stop thinking
and end that thought.
you know he's not worth it; sadly, i just cant bring myself to do it.

it's a cycle that never ends.