my 400th post
this isnt going to be a nice post
i want to say what i got to say.
if you see this post.
then please reflect on yourself
dont ask me whats wrong with your attitude when you dont even want to repent.

seriously. there arent perfection
neither do i want you to be perfect
but let me tell you.
you are horrendous
12 years.
you arent any sensible, not at all
you bring so much worry to the family
so much trouble.
so much problems
you created havoc
in my eyes, you are really nothing
since you are forcing all this on me. then i will speak the truth
you always think that you are right even when you are utterly wrong
you say you would repent and reflect.
but let me ask you. when on earth did you do that
never. you just stick to your old ways
and continue rotting like that
well. honestly speaking
thats your business. if you choose to continue rotting
by all means. if you want to sweep the floor, wash the toilet bowls when you grow up, with no decent jobs.
oh well. then go ahead. im not gonna care. i have given up long ago
oh please. i cant tolerate you. i hate your attitude
towards mommy and daddy and me.
stop showing me your attitude
we dont welcome any ahbeng, ahseng, or ahlian.
stop all your vulgarities. for goodness sake.
in any case. scold all you want, all these words dont do you any good
they just make you less civilised.
i dont care what you are gonna scold about me.
who cares.
let me tell you. i have my limits too
and if you still gonna be likehow you are now. then you'll be doom
stop making mommy so sad and depress over you. is worthless.
you are not doing anything to make mommy happy.
is not as though you dont know that you are primary 6 now.
and you are going to take your PSLE.
could you kindly stop all those slackings, using the computer. talking over the phone, chatting some kind of rubbish
and start doing your work and revision
let me tell you. you sucks. i really detest you. i hate myself for having sucha sister.
ohmygod. is not that i dont want to help you. but you're disappointing us.
you like someone who had terminal diseases.
theres nothing we can do to help you when you dont even bother

worse comes to worse when brother is acting like how you are now
addicted to computer. not doing well in his studies.
can the two of you just stop all these nonsense
dont act like small kids anymore.
you two are giving us a big headache.
i really have so much things to comment
my brother, i guess i soon, not gonna acknowledge him as one
all you do is computer games and more games
television programmes
what else can you do
talk back
cry like a cry baby when i didnt even lay a finger on you
stop all these. enough is enough.
i hate it when people use such crying act
is not like i cant cry.
is bullshit okay.

i know i have my flaws too.
who says im perfect
i may not be a good sister in you people's eyes
i know. i sucks. im lousy. im an idoit. ohwatever
i know. i screamed at you people when im in my bad mood
yes. i scolded vulgarities. but at least. i only used FCUK. idoits. pig. useless
thats all i ever said.
i swear. but YOU. scolded me cb.
but that doesnt really matters.
since you like to scold so much. then scold luh.
if time could turn back.
then i wish, i never had siblings or maybe i werent born in this family
you two are sucha burden.
i once thought why cant you two just end your meaningless life right away.
hate me for all you want
im not gonna give it a damn
if i was able to do it. i swear and curse. im not going to talk to you two.
is enough. dont bring anymore torture to me, daddy and mommy
you're sucha pain.

hate me hate me hate me
HATE ME!!!!
you hate me, i hate your attitude too.
you people forced me to do this.
i hate to come back home and face the two of you.

readers. please do not anyhow comment when you dont even know what's going on alright.
read it. and thats it.