Be prepared. Is a damn long post.


I like this skin alot. I love this song even more. How random I am. So another week has just passed, like so fast, it always used to be. week 1o and then we'll have our september holidays, a break from school, but not books. I will have to mug hard even though is holidays. It doesnt seem much like a holiday to me in the first place.

But anyway, i shall sum up my day, or kinda of my week 9. Well, ups and downs you can say, my path ain't smooth at all. Now and then, there were emath, amath test, chemistry test, and chinese test. Im quite used to such life already. School's been quite okay these days, however, I wouldn't be able to leave school when 6pm or so hasnt strucked. haha. Im all busy with Teachers' day event, so are the other poor excos and prefects. We are still coping well, holding on the one another, supporting one and all, we will tide over every problem and crisis. Be Yourself Day, Im quite looking forward, its going to be a real fun time for all of us. Many are having problems now, it seems like a big headache to them, to think of what to dress on that day. HAHA. Now, I've mastered the mass dance, is simply cool, though they're only simple steps and maybe kind of gay-ish to some people, yet, is really going to be very fun and cute when the whole school can dance together. I was marvelled by the group of efficient prefects today. They've finished the wonderful banner today. I cant imagine it. Is really fantastic, bright colours with nice fonts and pictures, 5m by 3m cloth is not wasted afterall, the 35 dollars spent on it is all worthwhile. You'll get to see the wonderful work of these artistic prefects. I didnt really get to contribute much for i was doing CIP.

Its a fulfilling day for me. Life seems hard, but as you move on, you'll realise that you're so fortunate. Half of my class went over to the Love and Light Day Care Centre for CIP. Everything turn out quite well and it was meaningful, i guess. Went over and we cleaned the windows, fans, tools, mopped the floor, we played games, and interact. The worst thing of all is that many only know how to speak dialect. And yes, I know mine sucks. So it difficult for us to communicate with them. They are really happy to see us there. You can see the loneliness in their eyes. They just need someone to hear them, treat them well, this is all they want. Sometimes i wonder, how would it be like when i grow old. Is scary to think of that. I hope im super healthy, mighty wealthy. lol.

After hours and hours looking at the maths questions and trying to attempt them, i announce that my brain cells are officially dead. laughoutloud. oh well, i managed to complete most of it, but there's 2 questions which i really have no idea. I tried what i could. I wanted to complete the rest the homework, but i find it quite impossible. In any case, is already 12.15am. I should hit the sack after this post. I'll eat them up tomorrow morning. Shucks, what a day, I will be spending my whole saturday outside and in school for meetings and meetings, auditions, etc. Justin's treating us tomorrow. haha. How great! I shall convince myself that tomorrow's going to be a better day.




Sometimes, I still don't know what do I want from you.
When I know is a wiser choice to let go, yet Im reluctant to.
If god could give me an answer......
You gave me someone to love

Close-Westlife

Oh..........yeah......
Acrose the miles, it's funny to me
How far you are but how near you seem to be
I could talk all night just to hear you breathe
I could spend my life
just living this dream
You're all I'll ever need
You give me strength, You give me hope
You give me someone to love ,someone to hold
When I'm in your arms,
I need you to know I've never been,
never been this close
With all the loves I used to know
I kept my distance, I never let go
But in your arms I know I'm safe
'Cause I've never been held and I've never been kissed in this way
You're all I'll ever need
Close enough to see it's true
Close enough to trust in you
Close now than any words can say
And when, when I'm in your arms I need you to know;
I've never been I've never been this close
I've never been,
never been oh no......
I've never been,
never been this close