happy birthday to you(me)
happy birthday to you(me)
happy birthday to you(me)
happy birthday to Stephanie.

Sixteen

Hey, should I be happy saying that I've grown one year older? HAHA. Ohyes, it seems like Im countdowning for my own birthday. Anyway, I just wanna thank those who had wished me and sang birthday song. I pretty much love this year and this year's birthday, though my mom say that I won't get a cake since Im already so 'old'. Everything's smooth sailing till this very point of time and I hope the good things just keep on rolling. So I wish everyone all well and good too, to my dearest daddy and mommy as well. Most importantly, be happy and be the one whom you want yourself to be.


Well, back to my life, recalling back the week. I must say, I was really great for I had survived from the 6 tests taken this week. Sometimes, I just wonder how I did it. And god must have knew that it's my birthday this Saturday, hence, the teachers did not gave us much homework. haha. And now, I am so happy. I can say that Im more or less done with the homework. I shall be spending more time on revision for commontest and still, I need a rest. I feel so tired.....

I don't know what it really feels like, but now, it makes me hate the digit '4'. Why on earth did we lose to NanHua, which I feel like stabbing hard at myself.Oh faggot. 4th placing just doesn't sound too good to me. I want a 3rd at least. You know, if I could control the situation, there wouldn't be anything called the god. That's it, maybe we should take that the bronze medal we took was so much nicer than the gold one, this could make us feel better.

Everyone fall dead on bed and now Im still here. Now and then, I told myself that I want to get out here fast. I want to look at the world, which I have hidden myself away from, 2 months ago. It's soon the time to take a breather in this beautiful world which I have lost sight in. One thing which had made up me is education, and I never seems to be able to run away from 'studying'. I feel like a super bookworm. But I still feel like any perfect human being even though what makes up the big portion of my life is studying, and really glad that I haven't sunk into depression. HAHA. No, this won't happen.