I don't if that's saddistic or what. But in fact, I enjoy reading other's sad post.

I'll just try to imagine, standing in the shoes of his or hers and then you think in their perspective. Whether are those sad or happy posts, you could sense their feelings by just reading through it. I think words is a really powerful tool. Sometimes, you might even wonder if what he or she wrote was implying about oneself or there's another party. Well, I really think such people who creates confusion to their readers are good writers. They can truely hide their feelings very well. If there's anything bothering me, the first thing that I'll think of wouldn't be any person, but my blogs instead. idk why. But it just comes naturally eversince then.

No point vexing over such thing. Remember, what's the priority. I totally agree that having a goal would simply make life some much meaningful and it is quite unlikely that you would 'sidetrack' because there always seems to be a force that's pulling you back. Now, work on it. See it or not, dwell on it or not, just make it seems transparent. Saying to treat nothing had happened doesn't work in any case, because, this will only cause me to live in the world of deception. Face it or you don't.

I mustered that courage. No one gave me.