Can I just put certain things aside for the time being, only until prelims and O levels are over? Let me pretend that I didn't see you. Can I not be bother by what I see or hear and just concentrate on what I want to do and achieve? Can I defeat the fear in myself and fight this battle alone? I don't want to be defeated by their intelligience.

I still believe in myself and I trust diligience can overtake.

Yesterday at Renon's place was not totally fun. Well, I did not even manage to have a round of mahjong. haha. I was busy doing my Globalisation notes, and fortunately, I was able to keep my words. I had it completed before I left his place.

I was quite jealous of beautiful features the two little cousins of his. I can still remember their names: Zuo Min and Zuo Rui. Sounds nice. They both look a little like caucasians, if only their hair were blonde. Pretty and handsome :D

Remember, we (alfred, suying, darren, tedmond) had dinner together at Gek Poh Food Court. I was very irritated by the phone ringing. "Stop asking where I am! Im reaching home!" I hit the sack at 9pm yesterday. Was really shagged, my eyes can't stay open, and my entire body can't seem to be able to take it any longer. This morning, I did my history SBQ. God gracious, by this time, Im done with it.

I've decided that I shall not deprive myself from blogging. I decided not to go on hiatus on the period of prelims and O levels. I actually needed blogging for self subsistence, a supplement I guess. Not that I will go online every now and then, but I realise I just need a place to speak whenever I feel like doing so.



In no time, monday is just hours away. Another week is going to start. Prelim is on thursday. I have decided to dedicate the rest of my day for social studies revision. I have to start revision for Mathematics. I just found out that it was before the september holidays. Don't ask why I have to revise for math, reason being, Im so not a math person. Mathematics is like an alien to me. But still, Im striving well, because I choose not to give up on that.