There's this tinge of disappointment in me. But at the same time, I feel motivated somehow. It is really true to not have high expectations or hope on something because you will never know how hard you'll fall. Well, I guess I tripped today, it was not just about being sad and crying over matters, it had me thinking. It had me searching for an answer; "why am i not better than others?" Somehow, something had gone wrong somewhere. It sure has hit me hard on my head, yet, it actually pushed me further somewhat. We all learn from mistakes, and by practicing, we pick ourselves up as we move on, meanwhile sharpening our skills. From what I see today, I start to feel the competitiveness, especially from myself. Furthermore, I am able to see clearly what is it that I want to pursue all these while. Failures just have me pushing on and striving for excellence.

I am motivated to.......

Most of the time, I am a very serious person, (so just get use to it) and to me, time is more important than anything else. You can always earn your money after spending them, but you can never exchange anything for time, once you've wasted it.