I feel like penning down all my thoughts right now, yet, I'm not sure where to start from.

I am currently very disturbed with the fact that I actually ran out of ideas again! Screw my head seriously. No matter how hard I try to think of a brilliant idea/concept, things just won't work out. And now, it reminds me of what Mr Loh told the class during the O levels period. One should not just focus on revising on one subject in a shot for the whole day, cos things wouldn't stay in the head. Even you think you've gobbled up the whole textbook, the brain actually have not digested any single fact out of it. Poor me. It's only now that I've totally figured out what this was all about. The first mock up I did was pleasing, the second one was so-so, and the third one, was never definite, because, I re-do and re-do using different methods each time, it has proven to have failed. For the time being, I think I should leave that aside and work on something else. I really wish inspirations will strike me in my dreams or the moment I wake up tomorrow morning.

Again, I sacrificed my training session for my school work again. Sigh. Wanted to go badly, but I just couldn't cast my work aside, not even for an hour. Maybe this has already become a sickness in me. Work, and work, non-stop, till the day I leave this place. Pros and cons (?)

Whenever I see the facebook status, I see my friends cursing and swearing over the assignments. Sometimes, I find it rather amusing. Cursing and swearing over projects don't lighten our workload, does it? Why not spend the time thinking of how to do it? Let's do things in a more practical and realistic way huh.

Right now, I only see the Bs I've got for my assignment as my only motivator to achieve higher and better results. B was never intended. I hope many more A will come into my life very soon. HAHA. People who don't do so well, must not be demoralized. I always believe that hard work will pay off.

Maybe I should turn in earlier tonight, cause I need to work tomorrow, plus, I need to let my brain take a rest after a long day of "thinking".

On a random note; I heard from my friends that they went kbox today. Oh yeah, with much envy. I must definitely go there some day in the 3 week YOG break. Though I can't really sing, but it's still really enjoyable. haha. I wish my house has a karaoke set, as well as soundproof walls/windows/doors, so I could sing till my jaw drop. HAHA.