I am still considering if I should go to school tomorrow?

Today, is a bad day. Real bad. Why must I fall sick at this "peak period", when there are so many submissions??! Initially, I have plans, but now that they're all dashed, I feel so guilty and empty. sigh

Perhaps July is a very "suay" month for me. I remember last year July, I fell sick and even went into the hospital. I couldn't attend school for a week! WTH right! I really hate the month of July. It's only when I fall sick, I start to appreciate and understand how important it is to stay healthy and be as fit as a fiddle. Most of the time, I think many of us take our health for granted. And never think of making yourself sick just to escape from reality, cause that's gonna make you more sick. After today, it really put me thinking and wanting to kowtow to people who suffer from terminal illnesses whom still choose to pull through and not seek for death. Just a minor pain here and there has almost killed me. What's more to say about cancerous patients, etc.

Yesterday was a nightmare, because I can't sleep and the cramps are killing me. I hope I can sleep in peace tonight.

No matter how many mock-ups I do, I am still not satisfied. Whether should I continue doing or just submit what I have really bothers me. Maybe it didnt really matter that much cos it's just mock-up and not the 3d collage, but in my heart, it tells me that it's still not up to the standard. Screw it man. What do I want?? And at last, I started on my wire sculpture. I just hope that things goes smoothly. I am not pinning much hope on my assignments this time round. So, tell me what is so wrong about me lately?