Oh yes and I've just received a message from Jeslynn saying that there is no lesson on wednesday. This is awesome to the maxx!! wahahahaha. Do you know how happy I am? haaha. 

Today, I manage to find somewhere which offers my binding service, though it's not totally what I imagined at first, but it was good enough. Just wanna get it done and lighten my burden. It's kinda suffocating sometimes. I cant wait, I cant wait for the real holidays to come. HAHAHAH. Sorry about all these randomness. Im actually quite insane for the moment.

Now, Im really into interior design. I started buying and collecting design magazines since 2 months ago? Yes, shall start from now. Everything starts from copying. Im going to learn how other designers derive with their concept, learn what's good design, look and absorb what are the nice looking designs. Yeah. I told my parents, when I grow up, I am hell not going to work in small companies like those you see in IMM. That's not my wish. Frankly speaking, I have greater ambition, and Im really ambitious. This is not want I foresee myself to be at 5-10 years down the road. I am someone who dreams big and do big things. So, it all starts from young, and Im working really hard now cos I want to achieve all those that I have in mind right now. 

For the moment, I still have a bit of work not done. Editing of dossier to the exact dimensions, write out 7 more descriptions for my scrapbook, 3 exercises on betty edwards (and Im giving up on the idea of redoing my bdc sketchbook, its tiring), practice my speech (I wonder if it's still that long). I think that's all. 

I can't wait to break free from all these school work and stress. I want to learn how to breathe once again. Just one more week. Just bear with it. 

I'm going back to school tomorrow. Not too sure, what's my feeling about my return. There's practically nothing much that I need to do in school other than just going back for submissions. I can't wait for thursday to come because, that's the most important date for this whole term. My critique falls on that day. Tell me how to not feel nervous about it. Im just so paranoid about all these kind of stuff. Nothing is still more important than my work. sigh.