It shows 7:49 am on my watch. My friends are still sleeping soundly in the club while I couldn't get back to my sleep. So I think it's time to do some blogging about what had happened for the past few days.

So today is our last day of interaction camp. Good thing never last. It seems to me that this 3D2N camp is a little too short somehow. Whereas for the prep camp that we had, seemed to me, was much longer than this. But whatever it is, we have come so far from the time when we first started our meeting till now, where we are. I can see all the changes in many of us, including myself.

I remember when we held the first meeting, I didn't really dare to speak up. There seemed to be something that held me back. But now, things have changed for the better. We have kinda showed our true colours, in the sense that we've now become closer friends. The whole time spending one to two months of time with you bunch of people was an awesome experience, seriously. I have never regretted volunteering myself to become part of the main committee. With this camp, I have really learnt alot. Even with the past experience which I had as an exco, organising a number of camps, I think the camps that we are having now, have more things to look into. And it took me quite some time to find back the kind of courage to give camp commands to my fellow campers. I used to lead the ones who are younger than me, but now, people of all ages comes in, and after all, I've learnt that age doesn't really matter. It is whether you recognise yourself as a leader, who's gonna stand out among in that crowd and convince them you're just the one they should gain respect from, regardless of who you are or how old are you.

I think there's only one thing which I didn't quite like this camp, and that is, it has taken up 2 weeks of my holidays and now, Im left with one. The worst thing is, my assignments are mostly untouched. This is very sad. Throughout the whole 1 week plus, I think there was never a day, I never thought about my assignments. After today, I am going home to take a good rest. And shall work really hard for the rest of the days before the school starts again. No more procrastination!

Let's move on to another topic.
Do you think I've changed a lot? I always hear from one of my friends. She told me that there are friends who asked her whether I dislike them or not. Oh well, do I look like someone who is so intimidating and scary? There is one fact that people around me have to know about me. I am definitely not that kind of person who enjoys disliking/hating people. That's unless you've really offended me very seriously, or else, I'll still be really kind towards anybody. I admit that I used to hate this girl in my secondary school a lot when I was in lower secondary. But as I grow older, and starts to think maturely, I find that there is no point in going on with all these hating. Why should I make myself look so petty over someone who is not worth it? Why should I even be bothered with this person when his/her business doesn't concern me. I'd rather spend time and effort on the ones whom I love. Doesn't that make more sense?

Whenever I asked for first impression, I knew I would get standard answers like "you're damn serious". I don't know what's with this seriousness in me. But I know this is the change in me which I see in myself through the words of my friends. I don't remember getting comments like this in the past saying that Im a very serious person. Well, maybe it's because I appear to look so stern and serious most of the time, which make others feel that I don't like them because I usually don't give them much response to what they say. No offense alright. I don't mean anything. I promise to change a little on that, I shall not be too serious on certain occasions, however there are times when I have to be serious and so, don't be bothered by that attitude of mine.

I think that's all. It's a freaking long and wordy post, I hope you have make it till here finishing this entire post. Goodbye for now.