We think differently.
We act differently
Don't ever expect me to behave in the way you people want me to.

I dislike. I hate.

As much as you can. Don't question me "are you ok?"
"DO I LOOK LIKE IM NOT OKAY?" (Im asking you)
It doesnt mean that when Im quiet and I don't talk, tells you that Im stress/trouble or whatever shit you may think of. Don't ever doubt me, especially my ability. Whatever that I want to do and what I say, I mean it, and I will get it done by hook or by crook.

I know people are concern about me. And also knowing that, I am not appreciating all these. I don't like people to sympathise or shower me with words of concern. I know exactly what I am doing. No one can stop from doing the things that I want to do. In the eyes of you guys, I think Im known for my seriousness and being a workaholic, so this just tells you that any work that's assigned to me is much more important than anything else. Most of the time, that's my priority. If there's a day when Im dead, the medical report might state that I died due to stress and over tiring of myself.

I totally agree with Quennie: people who keep on working aren't the one who has no life. Simply, we are just working so hard now, to give ourselves a better life in the future.

As we live, we don't just look at what's now that's happening, we aim to be long-sighted. Whether or not this earth and us will perish in how many years time, I won't care. I just want to make my life as complete as it be right now, down at this moment.

It seems to me that my expectation of myself towards anything that I do in life is getting higher and higher. At times, it's suffocating, but the moment I've reached the expectation that's set, the sense of satisfaction and accomplishment is undeniable. Similarly for the prep camp (interaction camp), I feel that there's more we can do. There's still room for improvements. And I really have to thank all those who have put in the effort in producing all the proposals and stuff so that I could compile them. You guys know who you are. All your hard work are very much appreciated.

Coming home late nowadays and spending more hours in school than at home is really making me guilty now. I swear after the camp, I am going to stay at home to do my school work, do house work and spend more time with my family. I feel kinda screwed now. My homework is not even like a quarter done. SHIT!

Yeah. that's all for now.