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Why is that so
Monday, August 09, 2010

Nothing seems to be able to escape from your eyes. (You know who you are) 
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I am unable to describe to you what's my feelings now. Perplex. I am certainly not asking for anything from you. Not a thing. I dont know if what I am guessing now is the truth. I really hope it's not. Do you know how much I want to tell myself that what I feel/see is not what the truth is. I thought things were over. I thought I wouldn't have felt anything. However, now I know how worried I can be, when there are things which concerns about you. I don't want anything else, but I just hope you can be the one whom I first met.


Those drastic changes are way too much for me to take in. 


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{edited/Tuesday, 10 august}


I didnt know I could be so affected by you. I have no idea what the heck Im thinking of right now. This feeling is uncontrollable and I hate this situation a million times more than anything else. It's like as though, Im playing with own emotional games. It's the part when I find it the toughest to pull through. I dont know what to do now.