Here I come again to release my stress. Now, blogging is my only solace, you can't take that away from me.

I told myself that I have to blog about today. 27oct. Remember, this was a date that seemed quite far away from when it was the beginning of school. I came to know about what Poly 50 was all about. At first, I dreaded the training weekly because my stamina was poor. I still remember, I vomitted during the first poly 50 training and I walked the rest of my journey with Joemin, chit chatting with me. The next few times I went for training, I think my stamina improved. However, for no reason, my stamina went downhill again and that's when I really resist running. I always say, I can play all kinds of sports, but please, don't ask me to jog or run. I have no endurance neither the interest.

Afterall, it wasn't as easy as I thought, and it was very scary in fact. It's like a stampede. There are people who are unconcerned about others and dashed off like an air jet. It's kinda inconsiderate and selfish I think. Even though we are competing but one's life still come first, safety always. What's so proud of being a champion when you're the cause of someone's injury. It defeats the purpose anyway. Poor Toby and Jx were injured, do get well soon. There was a point of time during the run, I felt like, we should just give up. But as things start to pick up, that feeling was no longer there and all I want is to end this race quickly. To our surprise, we were ranked 40 out of 140 plus of groups. I didn't expect this at all. At least for me, I think it's not too bad eh.

Sheng Wei, Isaac, Cheesiang, Toby, PJ, Jx, Quennie, Madeleine, HuiShan and myself. I think we all deserve a big round of applause and a good rest. We're officially over with POLY 50. cheers :D

This entire week is super exhausting. It's kinda too much to take. Intercons, Poly 50, my muscles don't seem to be able to take it. I need a good rest, and I know this. But the truth is, we can't because there is assignments. I bet for the next few days, I will have to burn midnight oil and get my skeleton cubes down. Im still doing the cutting and drawing. This time round, Im a little slower. Hmmm. Never mind, just work harder and not complain. We can all do this.

Sometimes, I just wish to tell you to cut all those pretenses. It's starting to annoy me. You're not being truthful at all and how do you expect me to treat you fairly. I won't.

Tomorrow is Intercons with SMA. Yes. we are gonna make history happen again. Thrash! Twenty is my target tomorrow and I won't let the ball slip through my hands. :) Good luck!

Damn, I have gems tomorrow at 8am and im all alone again.