Haven't been sleeping really well for the past 2 days, my mind seems to be occupied with certain things, and not being able to sleep soundly is pretty much disturbing. I need a deep deep sleep tonight. Hopefully I can sink into my lalaland the moment I shut my eyes. 

Now the feeling is right and I think that should be it. I ain't so worried, because I'm quite sure I've gotten over. Not to mention how taxing it is to have someone who weighs so heavily in your heart, I think I've become numbed and I really don't wish to carry on having sleepless nights anymore. I need to have a heart of stone and be immune.

Was I being very sensitive? Maybe I think too much, maybe I was even wrong to lead myself further. Right now, time is my only cure. It's all fine to be alone. Don't question me. I just hate myself typing all these bullshit, I just hate myself for the state Im in. I need a full stop to end this.

Bye and forget about this.

Shag. No, I think Im feeling more fatigue than yesterday, probably it's due to the consecutive trainings. My body seriously need a rest already. What's more is, I have to work tomorrow. For the sake of money and to keep up with my grooming lesson, for once, I shall not groan too much on that. Sacrifices have to be made along the way in life to accomplish something else.