I think there are things which I can no longer suppress. And to be really honest, I feel extremely stress right now, it seems like it's hitting the mark. The stress come from everywhere, especially from school work, assignments and projects. I really hate using softwares, Im like an idiot who knows nuts about it. I am very worried and Im asking my seniors out there, anyone interested to take me as their student. haha. Sometimes, I'd rather rely on myself and blackboard more than the lecturers. I think Im gonna struggle with 3D MAX very soon. Screw it! I need to do self experimenting of the tools and stuff.

Currently, my mind is bombarded with all my school work. The cube, 3d max (creating a 3D temple), 6 tracing drawing exercises, one-point perspective drawing, designing the interior space (IDS), writing my own notes. Here are my to-do list for the following days till submission. And look, it's only the second week of school. Why the hell am I still up at this time, why can't I sleep early everyday? My sleepless nights are already here.

I have no one to talk to, or maybe I should say, I don't like to talk to anyone but only to my blogs. So, here's my only place to vent all my anger and stress.

On a side note, I had a new haircut today. People who have not seen it, you are in for a great surprise. LOL. Will upload some photos up at the saloon in the next post or so.

Ohmygod, Im working tomorrow and I've still got homework to do. I am very stress. STRESS STRESS STRESS.