Ever since school has started. I think my memory began failing. I always can't remember what I want to say to others. At this current state, I don't know if I should be glad or what. Firstly, I am done with my 27 cubes. Oh yes. This is a big accomplishment for the first stage. But, Im still contemplating to whether I should add on a layer of mahjong paper to cover up my poor workmanships. Arrgghh.

Im feeling really sleepy right now. It's only the first week of school and I feel damn shag, like as though it's already the third or fourth week of school. I can't imagine how life's gonna be if this continues. However, I still look forward to the days ahead. There are mix feelings. Fear and anticipation. Expectations and disappointment. I ask a lot from myself and I give myself immense stress. That's when fear comes in because Im afraid I can't reach my expectations.

I decided that I want to go back to Parkview square to capture more photos for site analysis. I think I dont have enough photos at all and they aren't of any quality. Gonna meet up with Quennie and Angela tomorrow afternoon and we will go down to bugis and then to national library for our first ever study trip. haha. Gotta be super productive and get my second assignment done. :)

I am unhappy. I couldn't understand how things became this complicated. When things turn this sour. Should I not even bother about it anymore. It's just a captain's ball intercons, just why are we screwing things up. Why should I even be talking about it everywhere. Sometimes, humans should learn to be gracious. Really, forgive and forget. Why are bearing so much grudges. Aren't you tired at all. If you're not, then as an outsider, as a friend, I am very sick of all these and I have to tell you, Im really exhausted. Now, I really understand what's cruelty and what is the ugliest thing on earth. It's the human's heart.

It's been a long time, ever since I enjoyed peace and harmony. I don't want to side on anyone neither to see anyone loses their best friend. Everything is changing right now. It's happening too fast that I can't keep pace anymore.