Today's a friday, which means Im left with 2 more days before school start.

Today is not a good friday because, I wasted my entire day in school doing nothing productive. Remember, it was suppose to be a DID seminar talk. And what comes to your mind when you think of seminars? Is boring right! And definitely, there's no exception for the seminar today. The talk given by Yoong Sheng was not too bad. The worst part comes when we were told to split into groups and do group dicussions, build models and make a presentation. Screw it! So, my friends asked if I wanna run away from it. Yes, I hesitated for a few moments. Kinda reluctant, because this isn't something I often do, and neither do I think it's a good thing to do. haha. But in the end, I did run off. haha. Felt a little guilty though, but that guiltiness subsided soon after.

There was like 6 hours more to our captain's ball training. There was a point of time, Quennie and I agreed to go KBOX, but our dear friends Angela and Jx, don't really sing, so there's not much a point in insisting on going. So, we stayed back to help Xulan, Joemin and Liqi with their Design Fiesta thinggy. Yes, time sure flies when we're down at work. So training today wasn't that tough, but my limbs were already so tired due to yesterday's madness training. However, for the sake of our pride and glory of SDC, we have to fight and not give up! It's a must to win something this year! Hellyeah :) We all share a common goal now! WIN!

Had a great shower and awesome dinner at the usual place--Clementi. Nice. I love the dishes tonight. 6.50bucks is really worth it, it's much cheaper than you eat fast food man! Still feel kinda hyped up tonight, but I do need to catch some sleep soon, because there's work tomorrow and I have to find back that kind of mood for school. haha

From next semester onwards, I have to be much more organised than before. Not only is Aaron my target, an aim to work harder and improve myself, I shall look out for more potentials. It's only when you start being competitive, then can you survive in this society. I always tell myself, Im good, but never good enough, hence, to consistently improve myself, is very important. After hearing the seminar today, I got a little frightened. I find that it's kinda hard and I wonder how lecturers and famous designers make it to where they are now. Im sure they must have much passion, determination, resilience and strong will. I need to pick them all up one by one as the days goes by. For I am very sure, the world won't stop orbiting any day for you, and what I need to do, is to not stop but keep on pacing. I tell myself, I just need to get better. Better and better. I always dream big, don't care about how people think of you, of your dreams, at least to me, being able to dream big is already one step infront of others. You can only look up and further but not look back. If you can't make your dream come true this year, then you have the next year.  Just keep on pushing. You live your dreams, not your parents, not your friends, not anyone, but yourself.

Now I see many "to-do-list" surfacing already when the school haven't even started. There are many things to juggle, and all I need to do now, is to strike a balance and prioritize. Sounds easy when you say it here, but when you start managing everything, that's when you say life's tough. Well, afterall, life's never easy, and I'll take that as my challenges. And probably, I just get too many stuff to do that I might just forget about you. See, this is why I enjoy doing work, it's makes me just think of work, work and just more work. It numbs everything, hopefully. Most of the time, it does.

I wonder if Im borned this way or what. But I don't like people to make such a clear line between females and males. People who know me, they'll know, I'd always say, what a man can do, so can a woman. However, I have to agree, to a certain extent, woman are more emotional, sensitive and vulnerable. But that's generalizing. Not all women are like that. Not that I wanna be a man, but I want to show that men and women are all on a equal footing. And to prove that, I don't know ever since when, I told myself, I train myself mentally that I wanna get stronger. I wanna be on par with a man, so they won't say women are useless. No one is useless in this world. It's whether you see the worthy of your existence. I think I've seen mine, since a long time ago. I know what I want in life, that's why, Im fighting so hard for everything.

Thank you for the believing and trust. If that's what you gave me, I promise to do a good job, not only for you guys but most importantly for myself.