Do you know what's the biggest challenge right now? It's not about having the drive to get started with work, for I think I have that all along. What's tough is to generate ideas. The first phase. If I could have stepped out of that boundary, then, every other thing will come along easily and nothing else can be much more difficult. It takes me a while to grab that pencil and start scribbling ideas and doing sketches, designing spaces. But as I get the drift, I'll really enjoy whatever that Im doing. I just need to push myself a little further. Please keep on going, as things are progressing, but they can be even better.

Now, I have 2 tetris to work on. And submission is next Tuesday. Here's a target set for myself, I have to come up with the 2 designs by tomorrow and start working on them during the long weekends. Sometimes, Im so glad that Singapore is a multi racial country because for the benefit of the other races, everyone gets a public holiday in the end. And this Deepavali festival just came right in time, in favour of my assignments. Thank god man.

I was pretty angry on my bus ride today. One thing that I need to make my stand clear, and that is to respect my work. I am someone who perceive my work(efforts) more importantly than my life. Hence, I can never allow anyone to lay a finger on my work, insulting, destroying or inflicting any damage on it. That's my possession. For the very least, you owe me an apology. I hate people with no manners. I hate people who don't respect others and their work. I hate people who don't give it a damn to what they are doing, yet, doing for the sake of completing it. You may think that Im kicking a big fuss over a small issue, but seriously that's me. I take pride. I take pride in every single thing that I do, my school work, any assignment, any task entrusted, any belonging of mine, I take them very seriously.

Sometimes, as I think about you, I no longer know if you're still of any significance to me.