Where is that sense of satisfaction!?

I couldn't find mine for the entire day. Despite the fact that I woke up at 8am and started working diligently till now with 2-3 hours of nap, I still find something missing. This feeling just doesn't feel right and it makes me doubt myself.

Why is it that I still don't quite find it sufficient. Why do I keep thinking that it's not good enough. Why do I think in this way?! Sometimes, I really don't know if being a perfectionist is a good thing or not. Sigh. Not perfect. Not good. Not enough. They're words that I find it in my dictionary every single day and moment of my life.

Was I really productive today? I guess not. With the whole time spent at home, Im very sure, I can do more that this. But I think I've slacken off during certain part of the day. Nevermind, what's done is done. Anyway, 5 November is coming to an end in 1h30min time and the next day will come. I shall be productive once more and complete my second tetris tomorrow and then, I'll be all done with my major submission (for now). The fact that there's intercons on Monday, pushed me really hard to complete my assignments because Im very sure I won't do any work after the tiring monday ends. So it's best that everything's done this weekend and I can put down my burdens. Sunday is work day :) haha. I can earn money! Let's not talk about being exhausted, I still think I have to sacrifice that for money to buy my art materials in future and daily expenses. Will be working at my secondary school's bookshop from 20 nov onwards. Whoosh! More income :) And it's feels great to be back in my former school.

I can't wait for tomorrow to come, as I want to catch personal taste. hahaha. I can feel love and happiness in the air when I watch that show. AWww, it's so sweet! No matter how many times I hear Lee Min Ho say those words, I won't get sick, even though they weren't for me. lol.

Okay, I think I want to hit the sack already. Goodnight :)