Contemplating much. I've decided to blog about the camp.

Perhaps, I haven't been to any discipline camp, and I have zero ideas of how it's ever done and executed. Honestly speaking, the camp wasn't what I had expected. In my understanding of discipline camp, yes, we got be self-displined, be serious and have fun at the right time and place. Afterall, what I did mention are the basis of a camp. Everyone ought to know what to do at the right time and place. It need not be in a discipline camp that we learn all these.

To be frank, I was very pissed off in the first two days of camp. I couldn't understand why things were happening in that manner. Whatever that we did seem wrong. Was there even a need to act and be serious. Was there a need to feign. I guess not. All we need was just be ourselves. A discipline camp can still be "disciplined" with people carrying a smile on their face and not pulling a long face. If you're talking about giving someone respect, then I beseech that you give us our respect too. A leader, being one, it's definitely not as easy as ABC. What makes you think so, you've gain our respect? (Im not talking about anyone, just speaking in general) There's actually much more efforts that one has to put in, in order to let others see what's your capability. Your actions and tone are what that actually matters. Remember, we always say, action speaks louder than words. Knowing how to speak does make a very huge difference, leaving a different form of impressions to your fellow followers.

I admit that I was angry initially. But I still got to say, this camp had a good ending. We know, you guys meant well. You guys want the best for us. I won't bear any grudges and Im sure, no one else would. I really had fun. As compared to the very first camp I attended in FOC this year, I swear, this camp was way way better than FOC. And, during this camp, it's my first time singing camp songs so wholeheartedly till my throat hurts so much. I can almost remember most of the camp songs now. Thank you for the silkscreen shirt, it is simple and nice :) In my opinion, I think this camp has been a successful one because I feel everyone's more bonded than ever. For the very least, I got to understand a few more people and I get to see them in a different light now. Things have changed, and so are my feelings towards the different people that I met and interacted in the camp.

I went to check the SD letterbox today. And yes, at last, the FOC proposal has been approved. I can't wait to get started. I can't wait to see everyone coming down together, brainstorming for ideas. One of my biggest wish/resolution next year is to make FOC 2011 a success. I guess, that's the best gift that I or rather, everyone can give to our seniors. It's not just about saying it, but rather, I'll prove to you guys. I'll make you see what's in us. You will witness.