Ohmygod. I finally finish my ACM essay for after so long. I just crapped my way through though. Argh. Yay. I still have one more buddhism essay to go and also HTI ppt which is due many weeks later. However, I AM FEELING SUPER PARANOID NOW. Because I still don't understand SURREALISM.

I wonder if it's a good thing that my appetite is back. I kinda regret actually. Now, I eat non-stop. No matter how much I've eaten, my stomach just feels empty and I just want more food. ARgghhh. How to lose another kilo in the year if I continue eating like this. (Don't worry, Im not anorexic, haha) I have officially turned into a pig because I eat non-stop and so do I sleep non-stop. Ohmygoodness. Since when have I become like this. I need that workaholic spirits back again!

Aaron, you should stop asking me to relax when you and I are the same kind of person. It is impossible for me to not work when it's time to get serious. It's actually easier to get me working than to get me laughing and playing. So, I hope people around me, don't stop me from doing things which I find solace in. Working is something I enjoy doing so, so I think that shouldn't be what I'm gonna be deprived of. The greatest thing I ever get from doing work is the sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. They are more assuring than anything in this world which I can ever own. Don't you take that away from me. I will turn nasty.

I live my life. And I seriously dislike people telling me what to do and what not to. I know what is right or wrong and I will act according to my own will. Don't interfere too much because I will only get very piss with you.

Plans for tomorrow is, do housework, read my design magazines, and work on my buddhism essay. PACK MY BAG. I CAN'T BELIEVE SCHOOL IS JUST 1 DAY AWAY. For tonight, I really don't feel like doing any work. I just want to spam songs till I get tired and I'll go to bed.

For the coming term, I just want to do extremely well. I'm sorry, but the "serious and fierce" self of mine will be coming back very soon. Afterall, I don't agree with the term fierce used on me. Since when was I very fierce to anyone? Yes, I admit, I am serious, to be exact, SUPER SERIOUS, but I'm not that fierce right? Does fierce and seriousness come together? Oh whatever.

I want to be a superwoman again.