I know. My entries has been really depressing lately. And that's shows you how depressed I am right now. Not depressed over family, friends or relationship but just school work.

I've never felt so stressed up for so long. I can't help it. I just can't stop thinking about it. I keep telling myself I deserve all the rest and fun over the weekends, but but, I just can't bring myself to enjoy life a little. So what's wrong with myself? If this continues, Im seriously gonna drive myself up the wall. Sometimes, I really hate myself for behaving this way. I really don't like this.

I know Im asking a lot from myself. So much so that, it's eating up myself. I expect too much from myself. Even my parents don't go to such an extent. Currently, I have 13 things on my to-do-list from now till my full submission. I have 2 weeks. I want GPA of 3.5 and above.

I just need a clear mind. I know what I want in the end. I know where Im heading towards to. I just need the courage to carry on.

I always believe, nothing is too daunting. There is no exception for this time.