My heart. In pain. It's contracting and expanding. (it's feels "sour")
I don't why am I like this.
I couldnt help it.
Looking forward at first, but now, I don't feel like talking anymore.

Feels like someone just cruelly took out my heart and squashed it/stepped on it and ripped it apart.

Im not angry.
Im not happy
I dont know what im feeling right now.