Sometimes, people around me make me doubt. They make me doubt if friends were even needed. They make me doubt if there were even true friends. They make me re-define what's friends. What's the meaning of being friends? Well, sometimes I think, I don't need any. Sometimes, being a loner isn't a bad thing. Sometimes, I'll get so sick of everyone around me and that I wished I just had a small space for myself. I just wanna stay there and do things on my own.

I think it's been proven that, if you're gonna make friends, find them when you are still young, in your primary schools or maybe secondary school. At that point of them, these friends whom you  have made, might be true to you, we were then young and innocent, and harbour no other intentions. Things changes rapidly as you grow up. Everything changes for the worse. Simply put, I don't trust anyone. I realise, I wouldn't be bothered to make new friends. I dont know why, but making new friends has become a chore. Something Im quite reluctant to do. Sometimes, certain people might not be fated to be your friends, no matter how much I try, relationship with others just doesnt work out, nothing blends.

However, this didnt stop me from moving in life. To be honest, most of the time in my life, I've been running after time to fulfill my dreams. I couldn't be bothered with the people who aren't bothered about me. I think my future is more important than they are. After all, I strongly believe that in this world, within oneself, lives a demon. We're all bad guys. Sometimes, we're just hypocrites. Yes, humans are like that. We may just wish for the best for ourselves and not for the rest. Maybe this is generalising, but that's personally how I feel, not trying to say anyone here.

Sometimes, i just wished I could live alone. I dont want to see any faces. Sometimes, it just irks me.