Im taking a short break now, coming here to update. Haven't been seeing me here lately right. hahaha. I know! Life is kinda busy nowadays, hence, explaining my disappearance from here, and also, there's nothing interesting things which happen to even talk about.

So, I slept 2 hours only. haha. Surprisingly, Im still full of energy but I've got no appeitite. Yesterday, hmmm, I don't know how to describe my feelings. But anyway, it was spring cleaning day for the clubroom. I swear, this is harder than tidying my entire house. I was f**king angry in fact. Shant bother to explain. But in the end, we still manage to give the club room a new look and I pretty love the new layout :) It was hard work. For me, who came late, 11am to 6pm of efforts. Was dropped dead tired then. Rushed home, showered, dressed up and head over to jp to meet Quennie. She invited us to her mom's birthday Kbox party. hahaha. The room is FREAKING HUGE! hahaha. Cool! Totally love it. Stay till 3 plus and then went home. Started with my concept box immediately. Right now, Im left with 30 percent to completion. Gonna get them done and give myself a deserving rest.

Tomorrow, there's a matech test and Im gonna "revise" hahaha. And then do autocad. I have not done my exercises yet :( One more week of school to holidays. I wonder how this holidays is gonna be like. I hope I can spend more time with my family and Raymond, of course with friends too :) Hmmmm. But there is already a pile lot of work waiting, cause there's a submission after the holidays. =.=

Yesterday, I manage to see the power of liquor.  If you dont wish to let others see your vulnerable side then stay away from it. I saw how those kept feelings and emotions outburst. Those real tears that came rolling down your cheeks. Now I know, maybe you aren't lying all the time. I kinda regard you as one of my good friends in poly, maybe just one thing that you need to learn is to let go. Sometimes, you are holding on to something so tight that you can hardly breathe. Sometimes, falling down might not be a bad thing, just fall back on us, your friends. I deem failures as something good depending on circumstances. Just take it as a good lesson and move on. From the day I know you, I think you're such a pessimist. (ultra pessimist). The world wont end if you can't do something or get what you want. Try again. Hang in there friend, you are doing good.

People should bottle themselves up with optimism, but not too much of it. Life will seem so much better. When you believe you can, that's everything.