This sickness of mine is killing me. I feel so out of breath in the day. I wonder if it's the side effects of the medication. I stone most of the time. I look lost. I even crossed the road without thinking, without looking, thinking that it's zebra crossing. Luckily, the driver drove quite cautiously. I was caught in the middle of the road and I walked back a few steps to let the car pass. (that was yesterday during site visit). What is wrong with me?. Thank goodness, I can still do some work. If not, I'll be cursing and swearing at myself for not being productive.

I think the photos I took yesterday didnt manage to tell any story. sigh. What story. The street is dead. I was equally dead too. I was panting as I walked. Coughing like mad. This is the longest cough ever. For a month! This is no joke!

As I was doing my work, I couldnt stop thinking about one thing. It is really disturbing. I haven't felt this way for so long. The thought of the whole situation, just irks me entirely, from head to toe, internally too. fuck! How I wish things can change. Because I dun think I can change my stand in such a short period of time. Wonder if that's just prejudice. I just can't get over it. Maybe give me a reason why.

Okay, gonna get my work done this afternoon, self portrait, some personal notes writing, develop those 12 useless photos, matech ice 2, tod ws, mop the floor as instructed by dad. Yes, get them all done before I meet Suying at JE for the Concert at ACJC. We're there to support jasmine! Way to go! :D And tomorrow, Im gonna work and earn money. Besides saving money and make my atm full, I have no other wishes at the moment. I suddenly have no urge of getting the bb housing, or any other things like clothings, etc. I just want to make money grow! My biggest wish now. hahaha. Money face! LOL.

I shall be back to work. I might be back to rant, because I just can't accept that truth. hahahaha. Back to listening to talented singers on youtube. lol. What a boring saturday right. I know. );