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As good as dead
Thursday, June 09, 2011

Life's been pretty sad for me.
One week has almost been gone with me lying on my bed like a dead corpse.
Told you, I can't do anything.
Feels like my entire head is going to crack up into two.
But I've told myself, starting from tomorrow, I have to be more productive
I'll start reading my magazines, do research on my concept, spatial planning and such, buy materials from art friend, and start my new concept box again, not forgetting about my TOD journals. I don't want last minute work.
That should roughly be it.
I really don't know what the lecturers want us to do for the IDS project
They make me so confused.
I am so angry!

It's something so terrible when you loses your voice. I think I hardly say any word lately. I miss the days when i often scream and shout at home like some mad woman. ): I want my voice back. I hate sore throat. I understand why cancer patients all wanna die. Because sore throat is already killing me, I cant eat or drink or swallow my own saliva. What's this!!!! How do you expect a cancer patient to hang on. This is easier said than done. All I do is sleep sleep sleep and sleep even more. hahaha. Feels good, but bad at the same time. sigh.

If you want, just go with them. Anyway, I've got nothing plan for you. I just feel so tired.