AGAIN.

So what's wrong. Sigh, better not talk about it. Don't even want to think about it.

Spent the whole day with my parents today. First thing in the morning was breakfast and shopping for groceries, the same old routine. Went back home, tidied my room a little, and went out again. This time to Chinatown to collect scissors for cutting of dog fur. Our next destination was Art Friend at Bras Basah. I pestered them to bring me there to get materials for model making. Spent 60++. Went to Bukit timah after that to eat and see doctor. sigh. 6 doctors in 3 months. screw this. I really hope I can be cured this time. No more medications already. I promise to abstain from everything.

Gonna continue with my TOD after my 9pm drama. Then Wednesday will be dedicated for IDS. It's time to do something. I feel so slow. Lost, scared. I want my GPA to go UP UP UP UP. I can't afford any mistakes or anything to go wrong.

Feel so sick in the mind. Every part of me is so sick. sigh. Don't talk to me. ruined.