I am both mentally and physcially drained right now. extremely drain in fact.

Yesterday, I slept for 6 hours unknowingly when I was suppose to wake up at 2:30am and not 6:30am>
On wednesday, I slept for 3 hours and same goes to tuesday.

Well, I felt that my battery was long lasting. But I think I almost died today. Using the left over right now, to do rendering and that close up the entire submission. I was on the verge to give up. I was struggling inside. And I simply know this isnt what I want. I hate last minute work and this is really last last last minute. And I swear, this is the first time I felt to stressed up and disappointed in myself. What kind of rubbish work am I producing. Even if the lecturers are going to scold me, Im fine, because I know, Im seriously too far away from being good. I cannot accept the kind of lousy work Im giving. sigh. There's nothing that I can do to salvage this situation. I just need to produce anything within my capability.

I seriously have learnt my lesson. I know what Im lacking and I will work on them, or else, i wouldnt even make it in this industry. I should stop dwelling on it and start my work then go to bed. I miss my bed so much. You've been such a dear to me. I'll come for you soon. That's the best consolation for now. And not forgetting you who always help me so much in my work and tolerating my fluctuating mood these days. So sorry.

One more hour to our 6th month. :)

Bye for now.